if just only if

i can throw everything between us ,
but actually did i really forget about it ?

until now ,
i still thinking of it ,
did we can start again ?
between us ,
is it impossible ?
i dont know ...

when i always want to forget you ,
it will be happen somethings special ,
let me fall in love again ,
i try and and try ,
but it also fail

i admit it ,
in love test ,
i will always be the loser ,
because i love you ,
but so what ?
do you mind it ?

in this world ,
hard to find someone love each other ,
but at least ,
we can learn to love ourselve ,
this is what that you teach me ,
you let me know ,
although nobody love me in this world ,
nobody know about me ,
nobody care about me ,
i still can live better by myself

between us ,
i know all of ' if ' ,
it just only ' if ' ,
all of memories is just pass ,
although it hard to forget

if we start again ,
if we live with each other ,
if you still love me ,
if you still miss me ,
...
it just only ' if '